7-21-15
I finished the book today then started it again this will be the 3rd time.
I have not been diligent in doing everything I’d like to do every day. Yet I am aware of the benefits of the success principles in my life. I have noticed several times in the past weeks that I have shown my teeth when I smiled. When I noticed it I would try to keep it but it would then feel fake and I’d let it go. I have noticed more that I don’t hate Tapan. I could even sit down and have a cup of coffee with him. When before I would have rather just beat the crap out of him. I use to dream of exposing him and having the state and the IRS fine him and put him in jail… As soon as my law suit with him is complete I still plan to warn people of how he does business (my attorney said not to say anything about him until the lawsuit is done) but I don’t have the, I want to get even feeling anymore.
7-24-15
Since starting work it seems as if there is not enough time in the day to get everything done that I want to get done. Don’t know how I did it when I was working full time. One of my affirmations is “There is enough time in the day to get everything I want to get done, done”. I need to say it more, and believe it.
I have really been slacking lately, I do listen to the book almost every day but only as I drive to work, I don’t take the time to do everything he says to do. I haven’t been saying my affirmations, writing down my appreciations, meditating, or exercising. I have been doing the mirror exercises, looking at and thinking about the things in my goal book, and appreciating everything.
I have been smiling more with my teeth showing. I notice people’s eyes and make eye contact, not all the time but more. I notice when listening to the book I get thoughts in my head. I tell myself to pay attention to the book, but sometimes I stop the book and think about what is going on in my head. Thoughts like forgiving, some inventions I have, family, what brings me joy? Still don’t know. I think about what I should say on my about me page and that has made me more aware of me, my thoughts and feelings.