11-5-15
This morning my dog got me up early, so I had a cup of coffee and watched a Ted Talk. I’ve had this Ted Talk open on my computer for over a week probably. For some reason I started it one day but I just did not want to watch it “now” so I left the tab open and every time I woke up my computer there it was and I still did not want to watch it. This past week I have spent a lot of time listening to the book Follow your Passion, by Bob Doyle. He talks about energy, everything including us is energy. He talks about vibrations of that energy. On some level I resist the idea that I am the same energy as my desk, although I do realize everything is made up of atoms and molecules, I feel like he is saying something different.
For some reason I felt like watching this Ted Talk today, once I started it I realized I had watched it before and almost chose another video but for some reason I felt like I should go ahead and watch it. I’m glad I did because I was in a different place today and I got something different out of this Ted Talk this time. It gave me an open mind about energy and vibration. I don’t have a complete understanding but I am more open I think.
https://www.ted.com/talks/jill_bolte_taylor_s_powerful_stroke_of_insight#t-1081708
Also after watching this Ted Talk I realized why I have enjoyed just watching the sprinklers running in the golf courses as I drive by. I thought it was because they have so much force and they reach out so far. But now I realize I like seeing the mist come off the stream of water as it is forced through the air. The center is strong and powerful, but at the edges you can see the mist of vapor gently floating away.
Her description, in the video, of how she felt when her right brain took over. How she couldn’t define the boundary of her body, the atoms and molecules blended… and all she could detect was this energy. The sprinklers make me think of this. I want to say it was an ah-ha moment for me, I’ve never had one so I’m not sure it is but it definitely impressed in me the potential of understanding myself as energy.
I love learning why all of a sudden I started enjoying watching sprinklers, and now I’m anxious to learn why I like seeing all the Spanish moss that grows in the trees everywhere here. Like the sprinklers when I drive by the Spanish moss I just get this feeling of aw and I enjoy just looking at it.
Today is 11-18-15 I have sat down at my computer several times over the last two weeks to work on this and this is as far as I have gotten. I literally would have to stop to go do something before I even finished reading what I had already written. It is amassing how busy I have been. This last weekend I spent Fri. Sat. and Sun at a word camp in Orlando, The weekend before we spent at Debbe’s parents for her father’s birthday, I spent extra time practicing karate for a test last Monday (I now have my green belt). I did just change my hours at work from a few hours every day to two days with longer hours, I think I will be more productive and I won’t have all the driving time although I like the driving because that is when I listen to the books.
I could get up earlier every day but I really love not getting up early so for now I will not be setting my alarm to get up early.
I did fast for a full day and got down to just under 194lbs, then settled at just under 195lbs My mind says I should fast again but my body says no way. I have been much better about not eating so much when I eat, and being aware of what I eat. I hope I can keep losing without fasting, we will see.
I have continued with my attitude of gratitude and am very happy. I haven’t had any new ideas on my invention but I do get ideas. I feel like my intuition is getting stronger or rather I hear it better, when I get ideas I make sure I write them down so I don’t forget them.
Today is 11-19-15 I just spent over an hour to finish the thought I started yesterday. I think I will not feel so busy when I can be more productive. One of the things I like about working is the practice I get typing and putting thoughts on the computer, something I have done very little of the past 30 years. I can talk fine but putting in writing is something completely different.
I just read what I have written and want to add the thought that all the miracles that happened in the Bible were just a matter of changing the energy vibration. Could it be that simple?