13th Post: My first answer is often “I don’t know”

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Self evaluation is not easy for me. The first answer is often “I don’t know” to questions I’ve found. I usually have to quit thinking about them, before I get the answer, to go do something that has to be done “now”. One question “What above all else do I most desire?” At first I did not know, and then I thought money, and then I thought it was to be liked, everyone wants to be liked, and then I thought to be successful. To be successful, that is my greatest desire. Right now anyway, I will keep thinking on it.

I finished listening to the book Think and Grow Rich today. I find my mind wandered more in this book than in the Success Principles. I know my subconscious was still listening, so I know I was still benefiting from the book. The book talks about vibrations and connecting with the intelligence of the universe, and connecting to other minds… I am a little skeptical but I can see some truth in it as well, like bees sensing our fear… I have an open mind on this and am looking forward to listening to this book again.

I think the greatest benefit of having a part time job is listening to a book as I drive to work.

I found out on Wednesday that I will be testing for my yellow belt on Monday. Last I heard it was not going to be until Sept. or Oct. so I have been spending much of my time thinking about that, going over the katas in my mind as well as doing them. One kata I knew very well early on, now I was messing up on. So I have been going over the basics as well. I believe I am ready and am looking forward to this.

 

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